I've been waiting for this moment all my life it's my destineeeeeeeee

...Sorry, where was I?

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Wow, time flies. The first quarter of the year is about to end. "Summer" (or "school's out" in Filipino terms at least) is definitely here.

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Well, I suppose I'm feeling a little down today. A bunch of mishaps here and there this past work week. I suppose it's just the acceptable amount of stress, and nothing to serious.

That is, until I my wanders and enters unhappy childhood/teen category. Why can't I can let go of the small things? For me, it's the little details that stick to my mind the most. I guess I really am schizo at times. (or melancholy and sanguine... "melsan", as my old math teacher put it). I suppose my friend is right. The best that I can do when the HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO MEEEEH?! strikes is to just ride with it, blog about it, then laugh at it afterwards. Nothing good could possibly come out of taking it out on someone or something, or doing important things or making decisions while in this state.

Choose to be happy. Choose the healthy, optimistic route.

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So many things I still want to do to change and improve myself this year. Quite a few things to rediscover, now that I'm out of college too. (Yeah! Just one year after the fact, and my mind and body still can't believe it.) I definitely want to work on my esteem and to-be-a-better-people-person issues.

Should I take up drawing and/or writing again? How does one break out of disenchantment and a creative slump? Is there still an audience here? Or are people only here to look at the occasional funny picture or video?

But I might as well end my post with this, to fill the quota!

"I have no idea what you're talking about. So here's..."